Monday, April 7, 2014

basically i was looking at photos of me from like a year ago and i was so much smaller and holy fuck i miss that im so upset rn why did i get fat again

Friday, April 4, 2014

5962) I hate how I’ll fluctuate between feeling semi-okay about my body, and then spiral down into restricting and self-hatred. The downs are getting longer and longer each time.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

today sucked

Sunday, March 30, 2014

I’m not sick enough for it to matter

Thursday, March 27, 2014

5512) I’ve suffered from anorexia and bulimia for years, yet people don’t believe I have a disorder because I’m not tiny like the girls in thinspiration pictures and it kills me.

Monday, March 24, 2014 Thursday, March 13, 2014

I feel really sick and I’m really anxious and I can’t stop thinking

Tuesday, March 11, 2014 Friday, February 28, 2014 Monday, February 17, 2014

I’m having a really hard time with my body because I’ve been eating more to try to get my metabolism working a bit better but it’s only been three days and I already want to not eat or drink anything for like a week
And like
I can’t even cry right now cause I’m just so drained