basically i was looking at photos of me from like a year ago and i was so much smaller and holy fuck i miss that im so upset rn why did i get fat again
5962) I hate how I’ll fluctuate between feeling semi-okay about my body, and then spiral down into restricting and self-hatred. The downs are getting longer and longer each time.
I’m not sick enough for it to matter
5512) I’ve suffered from anorexia and bulimia for years, yet people don’t believe I have a disorder because I’m not tiny like the girls in thinspiration pictures and it kills me.
I feel really sick and I’m really anxious and I can’t stop thinking
I’m having a really hard time with my body because I’ve been eating more to try to get my metabolism working a bit better but it’s only been three days and I already want to not eat or drink anything for like a week
I can’t even cry right now cause I’m just so drained